Words are just letters, alphabetized and scattered forms
once formed to communicate from one person to another. But your words may as
well be grunts or mute because words are supposed to describe action but you
are a man, a woman, a person, of no action. So what then is the point or sense of
you being able to form words? Your muffled sounds and pointing fingers are
insults to the Deaf Nation’s sign language. They are insults to my genius of a
low IQ. What was once made precious, sounds that seeped its way into a mostly well-molded
conversation, movements of the tongue flexing its muscle, is now useless and
pointless. Because your words have no meaning.
Explicitly Yours...
This is created, written, and edited by Anandi Leillani LeeGangaram
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Tuesday, November 10, 2015
Friday, March 21, 2014
My Favourite Book, "The Alchemist"
For a while, I would say I suffered from personal aliteracy. Everyday I had to focus on text for school. I was annoyed by this thing called "reading" and therefore reading for personal gain was forbidden in my book. But once school was officially over I allowed myself the opportunity to enjoy the exploitation of someone baring their soul to the world, standing naked with thin veils as cover over who they really are. There are few authors that I like to read from. I try not to get trapped into befriending an author in my head because of the fear that who I read may not be the actual person but the thought of the person. It's not good to idolize anyone to any point. But I like to believe that people read for other reasons. There are authors who I like to read from because they speak to my imagination (Stephen King), my creativity (Neil Gaiman), and my spirit (Zora Neale Hurston). But sometimes it is not the author but the book that stands out. "The Alchemist," written by Paulo Coehlo is that book for me. It is my favorite book because Coehlo speaks to my inner thoughts in every page. People have suggested other books, even one or two from the same author, but the readings don't have the same effect (for me). This is a big deal for me because I never really had a favorite anything other than the phrase "Pumpkin Pie," because I enjoy the way it sounds, and then there's my favorite time "12:34" because it's the only time when all four numbers are in order. I know, I'm quirky. If I could produce a book, that book, to speak to a person's inner thoughts, the way how "The Alchemist" speaks to my own, that would be phenomenal.
Sunday, March 16, 2014
So What's it All About?
The book is not about sex.
The book is about life.
It's about human emotion - yes, from a woman's point of view.
Not every woman, just one. No, not me.
Maybe some of it.
The book is about love.
It's about what connects one soul to another and human connection.
It's about friendship.
It's about the naivete of human beings and repeated mistakes that come in different forms.
It's about being careful what you ask for and understanding that everything comes with a price.
Sometimes, there is no answer for life.
Not all conflicts have a resolution, though they exist, not all are found or thought acceptable therefore remaining unresolved.
And even after you're physically gone from this world, you will always be alive because someone somewhere will always remember you.
Explicitly Yours,
Anandi
The book is about life.
It's about human emotion - yes, from a woman's point of view.
Not every woman, just one. No, not me.
Maybe some of it.
The book is about love.
It's about what connects one soul to another and human connection.
It's about friendship.
It's about the naivete of human beings and repeated mistakes that come in different forms.
It's about being careful what you ask for and understanding that everything comes with a price.
Sometimes, there is no answer for life.
Not all conflicts have a resolution, though they exist, not all are found or thought acceptable therefore remaining unresolved.
And even after you're physically gone from this world, you will always be alive because someone somewhere will always remember you.
Explicitly Yours,
Anandi
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
What you've been waiting for
Man. I feel like I just woke up from a dream. It's the moment most of you have been waiting on, including myself... I finished the book. The book, "Explicitly Yours..." that I have been writing since December 6, 2011, is complete. It's a short narrative/journal/erotic journal of a young woman sharing her deepest thoughts and experiences with the world. How much more vulnerable and transparent can you ask someone to be? I just feel so overwhelmed at the moment. It just feels like I'm still dreaming. Before I go, I'd like to thank all of my friends and readers for their support. It's a short read. Really crazy that it took so long to write and put together but I believe, and hopefully you will too, that it was worth the wait. Take care y'all. I'm going to bed.
Have a great night! Cause I sure plan to. lol. Thanks again.
Have a great night! Cause I sure plan to. lol. Thanks again.
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Diamonds in the Sky
MakeITZen: Diamonds in the Sky: You came to me three times today and here you are yet again. What do you want? There is not a man that I'd rather be with but yet every ...
Monday, March 10, 2014
My Teacher, Ms. Television
Growing up, my mother always used to tell me, "Stop watching tv, dem people done make dey money ah-ready. Learn how to make yours," which ultimately meant exactly what she said. She never wanted me to turn off the television because she wanted me to practice learning with distractions on but she wanted me to focus on what I had to do. Anyway, when I started grad school, remembering the statement made me laugh because watching television was the only way to learn my profession. There's more to television that just mere entertainment. In grad school, I followed drama series for editing tips. Now that I'm writing "Explicitly Yours…" I love paying attention to the story line of the series that catch my attention. The meat of the story is not the same because I don't want "borrowed material," but every story has the same formula. I'd like to post more about it but I don't want to bore you. Lol. What I will say is this, when your kid wants to watch television, it may not always be a bad thing. Ok. I gotta go write this book and watch some tv so I could learn how to make my own money and some next kid growing up could be watching or reading my work lol (uhhh… let's not slip this book into their library though. This one is for the adults lol)
Explicitly Yours,
Anandi
Have a great day guys, cause I sure plan on having one.
Explicitly Yours,
Anandi
Have a great day guys, cause I sure plan on having one.
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Art Design
Hello Lovely People!
So time is ticking on my own watch and I can't help but feeling that I am in the common mix of people who are afraid of their own success. I remember when I was younger, much much younger, and me about six years ago, I was ok with being good. I haven't read the book "Good to Great," by Jim Collins as yet, it's on my 'To-Read' list, but I realized that, as I've been bombarded with the statement lately, most people know that the enemy of 'Great' is 'Good.' It wasn't until I started grad school back in 2008 or maybe it was 2009 that I realized that being "Great" was friggin' awesome! I never had a 4.0 until then. And I thought that not having a 4.0 was ok because who the hell needed to be perfect. Haha! The answer was wrong because the question was wrong. The question should've been, "Who wants to be Great?" The answer then would've been, "ME!!!!" So I'm getting to the point. Be patient. lol. The point is lol I may possibly have to keep that question and answer in mind when I'm writing.
I met with my cover designer last week. Had nothing to do with the book whatsoever lol but in between our talk we came up with a few ideas of what it could look like. Also, I have to thank her because she gave me permission to share with you some of her ideas that she has given me so far. So thank you to Diana Leto, who also has her own blogspot, you can follow her at http://dletoillustrations.blogspot.com/
Explicitly Yours,
Anandi
I hope you're having fun, cause I sure am!
So time is ticking on my own watch and I can't help but feeling that I am in the common mix of people who are afraid of their own success. I remember when I was younger, much much younger, and me about six years ago, I was ok with being good. I haven't read the book "Good to Great," by Jim Collins as yet, it's on my 'To-Read' list, but I realized that, as I've been bombarded with the statement lately, most people know that the enemy of 'Great' is 'Good.' It wasn't until I started grad school back in 2008 or maybe it was 2009 that I realized that being "Great" was friggin' awesome! I never had a 4.0 until then. And I thought that not having a 4.0 was ok because who the hell needed to be perfect. Haha! The answer was wrong because the question was wrong. The question should've been, "Who wants to be Great?" The answer then would've been, "ME!!!!" So I'm getting to the point. Be patient. lol. The point is lol I may possibly have to keep that question and answer in mind when I'm writing.
I met with my cover designer last week. Had nothing to do with the book whatsoever lol but in between our talk we came up with a few ideas of what it could look like. Also, I have to thank her because she gave me permission to share with you some of her ideas that she has given me so far. So thank you to Diana Leto, who also has her own blogspot, you can follow her at http://dletoillustrations.blogspot.com/
Explicitly Yours,
Anandi
I hope you're having fun, cause I sure am!
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